I'm Just a Person Who Fails and Keeps Trying

It's not as romantic as it may sound, and it's hardly inspirational. It just is, and it's exhausting. Trying and failing again and again is like riding an out of control carousel you can't get off of, and all you want to do is barf.  

I could rant about all the things I fail at and keep working at anyway, but it would do no good. It's just important to know that's what I do. I am my own special kind of masochist. And unlike Rihanna's credo of "sticks and stones may break my bones, but chains and whips excite me," I get no excitement from the torture of failing. I just feel the broken bones, set out to heal, and do it all over again.

That's it. That's all I got today. I'm off to work on something that I have every confidence I will ultimately fail at. Wish me luck.

Eileen